hello....i'm dead..i dont even know what i want and what

should i even do...current issue is my course finishes on 30 June 2006 so i

think i still can work here for 3 months to get some extra cash and i dont know

whether am i legal to go back because i think i might be applying for the

"PR" so still got to ask the immigration department

working in japan failed so that's out now...

shyr siew said he can hook both of us up wif his uncle that

owns a halfcut shop back at malaysia and hopefully if i go back both of us will

be able to follow him to japan or just learn how to import stuff legally...

and if mazda wants me to work for them then i guess the plan

above is going to get postpone of 2 years at least???i dont feel like studying

anymore it's just a waste of time because i already know wat i want and also

i'm not learning much just basic stuff...diagnosis part got to go thru

experience...i wanna do performance stuff non of this basic stuff

actually....like how to rebuild an engine , how to turbocharge an engine , how

to supercharge an engine and etc etc....

so bottom line if i wanna get pr i must return here to study

for at least 1 year and if mazda wants me to work for them i dont have to study

just got to work for at least 2 years and if i dun give a fuck about all this

pr bullshit then i can just leave the country after getting my

qualification(hopefully) i guess time will decide what i'm going to do and

which step i'll take..although i dun like to shits during the last minute but i

dont think i got much choice here....so i might not even get to celebrate my

21st bday...and also my passport is going to expire soon like on november...so

wtf should i do??i still dont know...haih...hopefully everything will fall into

the puzzle by itself...